Hey!
Although no one has read my blog yet whatsoever I don't really mind. And frankly, I'm not surprised. Obviously I really want this blog to take off but I haven't really tried to get my name out there yet. I'm hoping that in a couple of weeks, I'll have at least 5 page views... well, that's my goal anyway.
I think its really good to have goals and to work towards things. At the moment, my current goal is to work towards achieving highly in my mid-term exams in three weeks. It's really important that I do well in these exams (especially for maths) as they determine what subjects I can do next year and furthermore what I can do in university and for the rest of my life. Kind of a big deal.
Speaking of university, I still have no idea what I want to do as a career. I've always been above average in all of my subjects but lately I've been verging on average for math and we all know that math is a massive deal in life. If you don't do well in maths, you're in trouble. Not that I'm complaining or anything. I mean so many people would kill to have the life I have and would kill to do as well in my subjects as I do but I just guess I have very high standards as I've always been very intelligent so that makes things a bit more stressful when you're starting to do worse at one of the peak times of your education.
But I still have the problem of what I'm going to after school. I mean, I could go into law or science or medicine but I don't want to live a mainstream life and I certainly don't want to be stuck with a boring job that I dread every day of my life. I want my job to not be a job. I want a job where I'm excited to start the day or I have fun during the day and it feels like I'm just doing what I love everyday of my life. Unfortunately, for that to happen, I need to first figure out what I love doing and I haven't cracked that code yet.
I want to do something creative. Something that's different everyday. Something that doesn't stress me out. Something where I can just be free.
I just need to find it.
Hopefully one day it'll come to me and I'll realise what I've wanted to do my entire life and it'll just fit like a glove. But until that day, I'm stuck here, trying to pass my mid-terms and writing my thoughts and emotions on this blog that nobody has even heard of...yet.
xx Teen Blog
